Sunday, November 29, 2009

Well, I have to apologize that I seem to have fallen off the face of the earth for the last few months. Life has been a little crazy and throwing curve balls left and right. I'll start off by telling you that I am home now. After much prayer and many conversations with those I trust, I believe this is the right thing for this season. God has spoken very clearly to just keep waiting. I'm not sure if I'm even waiting for an opportunity. I am solely waiting for Him. Though waiting is hard it is also a very sweet season to rely so wholly on God.

Obviously I don't know what my next step is but there are many doors that have opened up since I've been home. I feel like there is a specific place God is going to be sending me, and the other opportunities are more distractions than true open doors. Please be praying for me as I seek God's heart in this matter. Also that I am able to keep my focus on God and not the next ministry opportunity. I mean, He is the whole reason I'm doing this right?!lol I just know that in seasons like this it is so hard to not focus on what's next when I get that comfortable feeling at home. ("comfortable" really isn't comfortable for me.)

At the moment I am in Florida with my family. We're about to go on a cruise and just have some quality time. I love being with my family. I have to say that every single one of my family has inspired me in some way. Especially the Gingerich's. This weekend has reminded me of how blessed I am to have a family that lives in such faith. I am blessed to have been raised by and with such amazing people. I am so blessed.