Set Apart and Called Out

This season is showing me that an endurance in trust is not easy. There are so many times that I have been able to trust God through tragedies and pain but the situations change and get better and I see good come from them...what happens when I am asked to trust in situations that have no end in sight? When there is disease with no solution or debt with no money, will I keep trusting? I like to think, Yes, but I am finding it is not an easy yes. Blind, ruthless trust is not something that comes at the drop of a hat in human nature and I so wish it did. I want to be that daughter that trusts her Father in all situations, no matter how hard, long, or painful but, I suppose I can never learn to be that daughter without going through situations that bring forth these conditions.

Though trust is not easy it is worth every bit of every trial I go through. My relationship with God can only grow within the pain. I don't believe that God wants me to be in pain or go through tragedy but I do know He wants me to trust Him when I end up in these situations. He is greater than any situation or obstacle in life.

Prayers are appreciated right now. Not that God would change my situations but that I would allow Him to change my heart. He has the situations in His hand, it's my heart that I have too much say over.